Quite the Opposite

Wonder what I wanted it for
To avoid the mess of loneliness for sure
What I let myself in for
I don't know if it's worth the stress anymore

In the middle of the road, I pause
Pondering all that I've not done

And I feel there's something missing
I just can't quite put my finger on it
Reeling from what happened before
Now everything's being called into question

I only know I'm no good for you
'Cause you need something I can't give you
So how would you feel if I go?
Is it the only thing left to do?
If this'll never work now you know
I'm quite the opposite of you